Archive for February, 2012

Why Am I?

Do YOU know it?

Who am I?
Am I that star in the sky?
Left to twinkle in the night
Just to fade away, in daylight?

What do I seem?
Am I your good night’s dream?
Or just a nightmare
Do you think you care?

What do I look?
Am I an open book?
That you think you can read
And satisfy all your greed?

What do you understand?
Am I the silver sand?
Left all along that lonely beach
Where no one can ever reach?

What do I see?
Is it a moment of glee?
That has come, and shall go
Will the wind still blow?

What do I love?
Is it that white dove?
That flies free in the sky
And never asks why?

Where do I belong?
Was my shadow all along?
To watch me all the way
And be with me today?

What for this life?
Do you see the strife?
That seems to be in your view
But will it leave hold of you?

What do I wish?
Is it that swimming fish?
Left to explore the seas
Just to miss the breeze?

What do I miss?
Is it that gentle kiss?
That you used to give
And the pray that I always live?

What do I pray?
Is it a day far away?
That I will live as I am
Will the moment ever jam?

What am I?
Maybe I’m the sky that’s left for you to fly
Or maybe that night
You think you won’t see light.

Maybe I’m that rain
That’ll leave you no pain
Or maybe that dream
That will make you scream.

Maybe I’m someone
Wondering what life means
Or maybe something
That just seems.


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There. No More.


How life took a turn, your primacies anew
It feels like a burn, in a different view
I often lie, with my eyes awake
Tell me why, is it a heartache?

Should I cope, do you feel fine?
I did hope, for bright sunshine
But you changed way, just when the moon glowed
And went astray, towards a lonely road.

I see you walk, to reach nowhere
There is no talk, but something I hear
I think you cried, for all that I kissed you
I wish you’d tried, for all when I missed you.

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Utopian Phantasms

Have I lost you?

You’re going down under, they await your fall
I shout for you; hear my call?
The Sun bids you goodbye, the Sea shall take you
Arise next day, with the morning dew?

Would you imagine me, when you’re lying down deep?
And miss me, when awake in your sleep?
Would you see the birds, up from the Sea?
And remember my words, and then think of me?

I wish you’d listened, I wish in vain.
Only you are leaving, the words shall remain.

It is always worth giving,
Don’t complain after you go.
Life was always worth living,
Only you did not know.

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Resolute Fantasies

I fantasize!

.. And I get stuck up all these hours
I lie awake, every second gambles
Insane contemplations, bluntness showers
A steadfast heart, and my mind rambles.

I look into the past, to places never been
And the world seems to pace down
I yearn for it all, for bliss never seen
A craving to quench, a wish to drown.

I see my eyes closed, I hear my breath
And long for a better meaning in life
Today, tomorrow, for each day till death
For evanescence of hatred, for recession of strife.

I behold myself as someone I ain’t
As someone in the past, I could’ve wanted to be
The clouds darken, the feelings faint
And wander around for a better lee.

The past is gone, and I hide behind
Beneath the thunder, I hear the skies
God’s own ways, I strive to find
The mirror reflects a dream in my eyes.

The heavens envision, and I so deviate
A determined desire burning inside
Fuelled by fascination the reflections so create
A step aside, let my heart decide.

I wanna runaway, for courage I own
For magnanimity of thoughts, for mentations that prod
I’ll reach the crown, for the seed once sown
For the feeling I’ll get in the abode of God.

I’ll give one life to be there
For the prized promise I see in my eyes
And sacrifice all happiness, for the world won’t care
To dream of a dream where it all lies.

It now rains heavier, but the rainbows glaze
.. And I won’t let my voice sound hollow
I’ll look up for the days, and will run new ways
For wherever I’ll go, my dreams will follow.

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A Denied Friend

Coming or receding?

As I take a stare into your eye
The thoughts in my mind pass me by
A look back, but I don’t care
Words never mean ’em while you’re there.

Ain’t lasting forever the imperium I behold
I see the tracks turn, it’s our friendship you sold
So curse the clouds, for I take a step ahead
Ain’t any stopping me, the feelings are dead.

I wanna look above, and see the clear sky
But it’s still far away, the murk, the wry
I sense you’re standstill, no angel would churn
Your jealousy within, ah you’re gonna crash and burn.

You scream, you cry, no howl I hear
The devil would come, and take you there
To the island of the numb, and leave you alone
You’d be the king, without a kingdom, without a throne.

So lose me, for our love doesn’t exist anymore.
Hate me, for the trust I put in you.
Deceive me, for I’m still the man I used to be.
And love me, for I’m never gonna look back again.

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